I at least decided 2 treat mself .i had a gOTH BATH BOMB I WAS SAVING!!!!!! Granted i know they work best in tubs but sicnd i onyl habe a shower i used itin there. Which was kind underwhelming. Especially because i had to wait for the water to go down before i could open up the shower door cAUSE IM OT A PLEBN?!!!!!

I CRIED TEARS of blodo which kind of made it shitty too idk it wasnt fun. Least i had my morriseey towl for comfort. After that tho i laid in my coffin n stared at nightwish eclipse deartkekd moon. Werre we 2 the only 2tru goths here?

Nightwish wex;lipse n i took a walk thr nihtbafter and we were both kind of upset they felt bad for me cause i mean??? Who wouldnt. W eeididntndo much tho besides twalk but i took a flyer for some sbitty possibly goth (an: idk it seemed vaguely goth) band that were palyivn soson. I sat in the graevyard witht hem and threw some grass. I laid in the dirt n was there for while for dramatic effwct like in goth novels n shit. Brooding. They didnt seem ot mind at least. Porpoapbly becuase theyver platic.

We soon got up n confintne dwalijng and i thrwew some of the grass i kept at passing prpes to let out some anger. I was in despair and honeslt ystill pissed off. Life was loooign as bad as the chicken nuggest incididne of 2001. But then….a small shine in the goth community.

Some fucking goth ish person i saw walking down the street idk they seemed legit like. Had a corset n big boots and seemed kinda pissed off. I took my chances.

“HEY ARE U A FUCKING FAKER” i yelled to them, marching up 2 them w ngiithwish eclispe dby me. I caught their attention.

“HEY YEAH U SEEM LIKE A GOTH PROVE IT AND JOIN MY CLUB” I was tactful n straightntotmtje point and i keptmaskingthem questions and they passed.

“”.k ur a tru goth i can talk to u normally whats ur name, im Obsidian darkness Entropy Spyder Hellfriend” i asked, ststing my big goth possition.

They told me their name and i said iT AS LAME AS FUXK!!!!! WAHICHBTHEY seememd annoyed but i assured them they could do better because im a tru goth life coahch. Th elokked annoyed and they fuckign crossed tehjir armsdn and liek a bull seeing red i AKTATAKCMED VISCIOUSLY!!!!!

I flet bad elaivng ngithuiwish eclispe the condemend floaitng around (an: SORT OF. theior googles wieghed thems down sot theu didnt get ffuckmjing run over rby by a sutiodpUD prpepy TRAXI!!!!!!). Howbver I could not stna d the fuckign DISREPECT EXSPEICKALLY AFJ5RER I WAS SO FUCKING MAD EBIGNT THE ONYKLYMN TRUE GOTHIN INT HIS FUCKING CITY!!!!

howeve r they did hit me rl,eally hard and I had mto run away and then come abck for nightiwish exlcipse who luckiyl wasnt injured depsoite some fucking RATASZ (AN:l REAL ONES!!!) POKGING AT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!