LOG 059
HWnben I got home I went and fucking FTHREW MY VCOMPUTER AGAUISBT TGHE WAKK. But then I diecided that did ntor help my situyation and put it bacjk on my cvool gothhic desk. Fuckeirn psoer PRPEPS RUINGING YM NIGHT OTU AND NJEARLY FIUCKING RUINIGN MY COOL GOTHPUTER I HATE THE WORLD!!!!!!!!
I logged onto my botht forums abd see uf abntthythign interesting hasppend when I was gone. Nothign./ Not even fuckjign Sexxlessdmeonsandscars said any BULLSHIT which did make my gotyhic night more enjoyable. hOWBVER I wa sstill pissed off and I put on some Speicmen to clam down my nerves then some Morrisey. I decidied to make my own thread becuase I was annoyed about POSERS AND PRPES AT FUCKIGN GOTH SHOWS!!!!! i needed to WARN OTHER TRUE GOTHS!!!! AND GET OUT MY JUSITICFIED ANGER!!!!!!!
WHY ARE THEYR E SO MANY POSERS AND PREPS PLAYING AT SO-CALLED GOTH SHWOS??? HAS THE SCENE BECOME THAT AWFUL???? I wne t to a show 2nite and the fuckign band SUCKED. all the dbamnds there sucked and it hurt my EARDURMS AND MADE ME KLOOSE FIATH IN GOTHICMANITY. amwuau i like totoaly beat up the sutopid voclaist of one fuckign band and my friend--
wait a second. WHER EHTE FUCKING FUCK IS NIGHTIWISH ECLISPE DAKRHEARETED MOON???? did they fuckigng like blwo awya in the wind or shome shit??? I sat and thoguth abotu the last place I saw them. I owuldnt fucking care if they got lost but they were the onyl tru goth thign ebnsides me in this wretched cioty and world and place and time... anywya the last tiem i realized i saw them WA SWITH THOSE FUCKING POSERS WHCI8HS MEANT I HAD TO GO BACK TO THAT SHITTY FUCKIGN CLUB!!!!!!
I put on a fhresh coat of blue lipstick and marhched otuside to wlak back tot he club but it fuckign SUCKED BECAUSE THAT WAS A LOGN DISTANCE AND I AMN ABBNED BY MOST OF THE CITYS PUBLIC TRANSPORT CURRENT. But sduffeirng is the tultimate form of gothicism so I played it cool. Buecuause I was so full of rag ei atatched preps for their blood on the way there. when i ifinalyly arrived at the sutpid poser prep club i looekd aroiund the premise but a bunch of shitty fucking loser posers who stayed for the cocnert were still fuckign LINGERING OUTSIDE AND SMOKING!!!!!! I SNATCGED A CIGARETTE FROM ONE AND BEGAN SMOKING IT!!!! I COUGHED A LOT BUT AT LEAST I WAS SPREADING MISERY AND FEAR AMOGNTST POSERS WHO DARED TO COPME OTU AND SUPPORT TRHEIR STUPID MPOSER FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i codiltn find nightiwsih eclispe the darkehwaeted moon anwywhere... i wa sso cufcking mad i kcikjed someoens care and it fuckign had a sutpid FUCKING CA RALARM ON IT AND THEN THE SUTPID FUCKIGN CAR DIRVER CAME OUT AND YELLED AT ME SO I ATATCKED THEM TO AND DRANK ALL THEIR BLOOD!!!!! After I wlaked sexily back home. I coudel regiain my fiucking gothposure bakc in my LAIR....